I think lately, the thing that makes me feel the worst, yet I continue to engage in is toxic discussions and relationships. Having the get that thought it on not leave a text unanswered. I feel this need to put myself in what I know to be a difficult and potentially painful situation.
I don't want to let go. I'm not ready to let go. And now after what happened, I must.
It wasn't until today --- (1/24) that I felt the weight of the heartbreak. It wasn't until today. I am in a million pieces on the floor and there is nowhere safe to step without being cut.
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